Jamista (1calm_whirlwind) wrote,

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{I already fucked it up, didn't I my dear?}

I've been rather depressed lately.

a few days ago,
I realized that I like sex near exactly the way I was raped.
its an unsettling realization.



Tags: abuse, depressed, sex

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