Jamista (1calm_whirlwind) wrote,

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{crawling in my skin, these wounds they will not heal}

I've thought alot of about mother lately.

I've been trying to cut ties with her since I was 5.

every single time she finds a way to tie my hands.

I've given up so much already to get away from her.

I've lost her side of the family,
my little brother and the cousin I thought of as a little sister.

and now she keeps finding ways.

sending me letters, pictures
and calling my grandmother to give me more messages.

I broke down.
I feel like I'm never going to free of her.

shes tried to kidnap/force me to see her several times.

my family thinks I'm going over the top
(they've never believed what shes done.)

now I'm just terribly depressed about it.

I just want this to be over but I don't think it ever will be.

I don't think a time will ever come where I can feel safe.
its like shes always lurking around the corner and
any control I have is just an illusion.

Tags: family, mother

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