just seeing his face again,
why won't he just go back to fucking arizona and stay his ass there?!
I blocked him,
deleted the message.
"I'm sorry if you felt that my kisses hurt you."
I don't owe you anything,
not an explantion or a chance.
2 years ago,
he woke up a bloody,
horrible slew of memories,
and triggered a break down which caused most to leave.
I will never return to that place ever again.
I'm at a low atm.
more memories are approaching,
my stress always brings flashbacks.
and now I must keep dispair from overwhelming me.
maybe I'll start looking for therapy a little earlier.
I was planning to start when I started school,
I don't know....