Jamista (1calm_whirlwind) wrote,
Jamista
1calm_whirlwind

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{but the tears were silent inside you see?}

so much for my good day.

I saw a number on the phone,
I figured it was a doctor or the bus,
so I called back to see who it was.

it was mom.

I froze up,
felt horror,
my heart seized,
I was so scared I began to shake.

she was pleasant
and played the part of a lonely, loving mother.

but I know,
in my reaction,
if nothing else,
there is a monster beneath her skin,
I wouldn't have been so scared otherwise.

god,
I haven't been so scared of her in very, very long time.
:/
Tags: fear, mother
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